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        have been 20ish and only saw rainbow properly twice by yesterday,and even those were tiny one and blurred.this afternoon,there was a heavy rain at this small town and after it,there was a big rainbow,clearlyyyyy, i didnt notice it untill a nurse said" see,the rainbow has not been fade yet,it has been a long time".it was 6pm around and i was about to send a patient to upper hospital,was keeping record, i raised my head and clearly saw there was a big rainbowl go over the clean sky,there are 4 colors all together although its often said to consist of 7 colors in childhood's books. the color i saw were red,yelllow,cyan and navy, as u may see so from pics below.

 

       

       finished the housework and sent some guests away,nothing sepcial to do except reading, rambled over some sites,found out a pair of shoes, god,thats my dream shoes,but.......no size.how sad. well, still worth to share anyway.it must be a comfortalbe shoes.

yap,will check more in shops here

今天晚上是配班，不想把晚上太多的时间放在这里，但是我现在实在有些话要说，简单讲讲。

 

8月初：所有相片被一点不剩的删掉，可怕的是我对此是一点线索也没有，委屈的是有人在怀疑是不是我自己删的。

昨天，意外的发现了一个文件夹，所有的梦想全部化为灰烬。眼泪又一次提醒自己，我不是童话里的公主。

今天，劝一个想要离婚的朋友，说了很多，心静了，也想着自己的事........

晚上做手术回来，打电话，没人接。后收到短信说有人准备到外地去4天......

好吧，走吧。让该自生自灭的东西自生自灭吧。

 

后记：自己在期待什么？在以为什么？某人的世界没有谎言？？？

        有块地方已经荒废了很久，没有人要再去耕耘了。奇怪的是自己在帮别人的错误找理由。

结论：不管什么时候，做自己最重要。

 

      my 1st step of certificate process will be on in 40 hrs,a bit looking forward to it, a bit tense, a bit excited. all ppl in my dept comform me " students like u will absolutely pass it or who else!?" not sure why they say like that but i wish i can pass it of course.im worried too cos i havnt read enough, i didnt read all the things printed on the special reference books, and didnt watch all videoes of  operations,  and some detail may be left. although the failure rate in 1st step is lower, but im a little bit worried that i might be one of them.  well, everyone will worry i think. (will introduce our certificate process properly later) ok lah, my performance will be on 5th July,2:30pm, im going there tmr in the afternoon, will stay at grandma's.(will take pics of the hospital i take exam in if chances are there)

 

      and about some colleages who had took exam a few days ago, they told that examinant asked loads of hard questions which annoyed them.(may wonder why some ppl had taken while some hadnt? maybe cos there are a lot of ppl to take exam while less examinant. and dont worry, little chance to get the same items)well, wish i could get the same item with them anywaysounds like a bit unfair huh? hehehehe, joke lah, whatever

 

    there are so many reference books and documents i have, from book stores, from training center, from net..... it might be one problem of havnt read all, well, one point must be here if we try to look for the reasons of unfinished reviewing, its love of fun. see, even right now, still heading to blog thingsssssssssss? okok lah,  just wish to record my 1st step. im going back to read, goodbye.

 

finally: Pray to god, Let me pass it (btw,remember the wife of that guy who got cancer? let her pass too pls? no more barrier in her way plz?) Thank you!

       heard that money is one of the most complicated things in the world,it will affect a lot and will be effected by loads of things too. ok, a poor girl called Ling experienced it today and got a bit annoyed at the beginning(get back fine now).

take a room here, complete it later.

    8th June is the first anniversary of my job, been working in hospital for a year already,was going to take a cake back hospital to celebrate it with some closed colleague. but the plan got miscarried. u know its a festival on 8th June,its called Duanwu, there is a long history about this day,skip it here. on this day,we make a special things, its called Zongzi in chinese, its pyramid-shaped dumpling made of glutinous rice wrapped
in bamboo or reed leaves,and its bacon,chestnut,green bean,peanuts,sesame and so on inside the dumpling. these possible ingredient could be different from different person. the namable thing is my auties(no matter at dad's side or mom;s side),they all are good at making it, got hereditary from grandma?probably. ok, whatever, anyway,i got many dumplings back. and mom do know i love corn a lot, and its damn cheap in grandma's city,so they bought 2KG for me too. so what i have to carry back hospital is "my clothes,laptop,corn and dumplings". and its about 100 KM distance, there is the third hand to take cake in such a long way? so that, cake is given up.but i miss cake,i like it. yap, will make up soon when im going back my home.

 

OK, Here turn to be a sad news

     i have stayed in hospital for over 2 years(including the year as an intern),met so many patients, with slight disease or serious one, we give them treatment, works or doesnt work, better or worse, even alive or dead, we never think the same would happen on us or even happen around us. we are ready to face the problems on others but not on ourselves, when disease turns to our family members or ourselves,we are so weak,we learn medicine and understand all possbiel results, we think way toooo much, get heavy pressure. maybe would make us live shorter than others who dont understand too much. dad have a friend who worked in radiology dept for over 30 years, and the guy died on the 11th days since he got finaly diagnosist. a colleague of mine lost 3.5kg within 2 days after she got to know the probable disease his husband got. i really cant imagine what i gonna react if some closed family members like dad and mom have serious disease. i know im weak in front those situations. everytime the colleague talked about the disease that her husband got, tears will be around her eyes,i dont know what i can do for her,shes about 8 years older than me and im the first person she talked about her husband's disease with, im honor, but im sorry i dont know what i can do except some general words. i wish i could be some help,but what that could be? right now,im a bit worried, lives are fragile, never can be known the day it ever walk away.dad and mom have been over 50 years,mom has GU which could turn to be cancer, dad looked like nothing wrong except his weight,but i always feel hes sub-healty and his work is too much for his age. maybe the day dad leave me is the day of earthquake on me too,not sure can be survive or not.cant imagine, cant......

 

    OK lah, wish the husband could get the best treatment, and if i could be a help, i will difinitely roll up my sleeve.

     夏天到了，我好象也不得不开始打仗了。天气好热（虽然温度还没有到35/36），我自己也好热啊，才5月，身上开始长红红的小颗颗了，那叫不计其数啊，虽然还没有像去年夏天那么可怕，但是啊，还是比较难受的，爸爸说我这是内火旺盛，那得灭火啊？我自己学的西医在这方面好象没什么特别的方法了，那就中医呗。我那还不到半桶水的中医理论硬着头皮拿自己做实验拉。去药房拿了些中成药吃，然后主要是想拿些中药来泡澡，我给自己的中药处方是这样：金银花20g，野菊花25g, 鱼腥草25g，板蓝根15g。其实我想多放一点金银花，不过这家伙有点贵，我毕竟还没成大款，还是省着点用。（金银花还可以拿来泡水喝呢，也有很好的凉血功效，不过从来就不喜欢喝茶的我干脆留着洗澡用吧。）

    把水烧开了，那些七七八八的东西全部放进去，泡个10 分钟，就倒进澡盆里，放些冷水，成大约40~45度就开洗拉，中间过程一个词概括够了——舒服。省略

    洗完药浴后比较麻烦的就是清扫地面，都是药渣。

    然后把身上的药渣冲掉，舒服。

   今天晚上上夜班，我得全副武装，把花露水啊，风油精啊什么都带上。今天生小孩的多，腥味重，蚊子特容易被引来，而倒霉的我又特招蚊子。得特级护理！！！

   行了，上班打仗去了，88。

5月12号中午，在中国四川,地震了，里氏7.8级(国外报道说是7.9级),好多人遇难,好可怜.看了些新闻，社会上也有很多人捐款,之中最感动的就是在南京的江宁区,一个大约有60/70岁的乞丐,衣衫褴褛,蓬头垢面,连他，都捐了100,那是用零零碎碎的毛票凑起来的啊,路边的民警说平时这老人家在街边乞讨，也没什么吃的.连他,连他,都捐了一张红的.我的捐款数额就别在这里提了，不大好意思.我在这里就想放一些图片，记住5.12

HOLD ON,BUDDY,WE WILL GET U OUT SOON,WE WILL.

 

FOR THE PPL WHO DIED FROM IT,  WE ARE SORRY.

 

LOOK AT THE LEG?BABY,MOM AND DAD ARE HERE, HOLD ON! UR ALL UR DAD AND MOM EVEN HAVE.

 

THEIR BIRTHDAY IS 12TH MAY 2008......... THEIR NAME IS "震生"

 

WE WERE READING IN CLASSROOM, THEN SUDDENLY.....

 

 

PREMIER Wen WHO HAS BEEN 66 YEARS OLD

MOM,FORGIVE ME,NO TIME FOR ME TO SAY I LOVE YOU ALREADY.

 

So many troubles to China in 2008, at the beginning,its snowstorm,in spring,its riot in Tibet and some bandwagon jumpers made trouble to torch in foreign countries, and sumer is coming,earthquake came too, but all of those wont make us fall down, we all will join together and go through,earthquake is horrible, but human nature will warm u. 

I Love You,China!

just a short blog,then will jump to bed.........................

      i just finished reign over me although it has been in my pc for quite a long time.the love of charlie to his wife and daughter touched me a lot though i do know its not a healthy way. how many guys could really love someone like that? how many guys will make themselves suffer cos of dead ppl?yeah,yeah,its not a good way,but somehow,it shows the strong love, i think many ppl value it, at least,i do, i value it sooooo much,i would be lucky enough to have a husband who love his wife that much like charlie do?i dont know,but i never won any lotto b4,so whats my luck?

okok,the result of the movie is charlie get out of extremely sadness under the help of his friends and hospital.

           JIMPING to somewhere, snore...............

         i went back home again on 17th,for Luca's B'Day,actually,it was about 3 ppl,but 2 of them cancelled it at the last min bbq started,which annoyed me a bot(between bit and lot),dont wanna mention it again, cos i heard anger do make ppl live shorter.anyway,Luca still kept it going on,i went to shopping mall with him just at the moment i got my city,helped him get everything prepared.then on 19th,our bbq started, in Longtan Park,actully,it was not our first choice,Luca said he had been to this park 100 times maybe. but without car,we cant go to the place far away with these much things.the point is having fun together somewhere,celebreate his birthday,and thats all.i would like to take as many pics as we can, but guys are just not so cooperative,they prefered to stand aside to watch,and asked why u girls are so into taking pics huh.whatever lah,just let them.but group pics are certainly available.

 

 

 

 

 

 

PICS ARE GOT FROM THE SPACE OF A FRIEND.

     以前老说，乡镇的人淳朴好客,没有真正细细体会过淳朴的真正含义。来乡镇医院上班有9个月余了，直到这段时间，我真正享受了一次所谓淳朴给你带来的温暖。

     在3月底（25号），想回柳州听一个concert，中午两点半下班，回到宿舍收拾些东西，提前一个小时出门前往车站，可是，到车站的汽车连影都没有，我不敢久等，等了15分钟以后我就决定自己走路，边走边等吧。走了好久，车还没有来，当然也没有看到车站的身影（确切地说我根本不知道车站到底离医院有多远，我只知道沿着这条路一直走下去没错，大约走了快30分钟，眼看火车到车站的时间要到了，我很着急，